I Belong: A Joint Post

The love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit. ~Romans 5:5, NKJV

From Jen

Ever hear the phrase “weird middle kid”? I’m one of those—the middle of five. And, yeah, we’re a little on the different side. I’ve always attributed that to the fact that I never really fit in the line-up of kids. Not one of the big kids (who were both boys, so that didn’t help much). Not one of the little kids (who were and are still very close. Can we say outsider?).

Okay, so I know this sounds like a poor Jen post, but I’ve made peace with my lot in life ;). The point is I’ve lived a large portion of my life feeling like I didn’t belong. However, moving out, going to college, and striking at life as an adult, I’ve discovered something: Most of us feel that way. Oldest, youngest and everyone in between; most of us, at some point or another, feel like we don’t belong.

I have a theory about that. If we thought we belonged, we’d never know we were lost. If we didn’t know we were lost, we’d never search for a home. And home . . . home is the Father’s heart. The place where we actually, really and truly belong.

From Susan

I love the verse Jen chose to illustrate belonging. God’s love has been poured out — the pitcher turned upside down and dumped – into our hearts by the Holy Spirit.

I am in the midst of moving. The stress of packing, living out of boxes, registering my kids in a new school, still having to edit (my job doesn’t stop just because my life is hectic), and running almost daily back and forth between two states as we try to finalize all the paperwork to sell our home – well, it had me in tears yesterday. So, I called my Mommy. I cried on her and even yelled a little. I knew she’d accept me despite my bad behavior, because I belong to her. I am rock-solid confident in her love for me. I’m hers. I always will be.

As I hung up the phone, feeling better, the Holy Spirit pricked me. I’m His, too, yet I wasn’t telling him about my woes. Why not? I searched for the answer and came up with this: I’m ashamed that I’m stressed. This is minor stuff, and it all comes as a result of blessings: a new home and a new church that loves us and has called my husband as pastor. Really, I didn’t want to bother the God of the Universe with my petty moving stress when there are people out there struggling with cancer, persecution, and depression.

But God reminded me that I am His daughter, His. And while my current trials may not be big stuff, He wants me to unload on Him so He can help me, change my perspectives, convict me where I am wrong and blanket me in peace. He will accept me just as surely as my mother does, even when I am behaving badly.

I belong to Him. He’s poured out His love into my heart. It is far more overwhelming than my mother’s love. And that’s saying a lot. I have a fiercely loving mother.

Ever so much fiercer is my God’s love for those who belong to Him.

About Jen

My name is Jen. I dream of ranching, writing and a clean kitchen. I know... the kitchen thing is pretty far-fetched. Welcome to my delightful chaos.
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2 Responses to I Belong: A Joint Post

  1. Blanche says:

    Oh, precious ladies. The tear in my eye was much needed and I say a heartfelt thanks— A timely reminder, much needed and appreciated. Praying for God to lift each of you up where and when you are low. Thanks for sharing so openly from your hearts…

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