I am seeking His kingdom

Seeking, Worrying and Money

No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money. Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. … Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? … But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Matthew 6:24-25, 27, 33 NIV

What can I add to Jesus’ beautiful, soul-piercing words?  I find myself at a loss, perhaps because these verses are so convicting to me.

Worry is a familiar enemy of mine, one that feels like a friend.  And I often … far too often … worry about the stuff Jesus lists in these verses.  And, at least for me, worry masquerades as “repsonsbile parenthood.” I sit and ponder how my husband and I can provide better for our kids or about which situation would make life easier.  But isn’t spending tons of mental energy on those questions just worry in disguise?

Jesus clearly tells me here that I should not be seeking a more comfortable life.  I should instead spend my time thinking about, striving for, the things that advance his Kingdom.  And sometimes, perhaps even often, seeking God’s kingdom first makes life more uncomfortable. Less ideal.

And yet, he tells me to do it – to seek His Kingdom before I seek my own comfort, before I seek the things money can buy me.  And he promises that he’ll provide for my physical needs if I’ll just stop focusing on them.

Jen and I started this week with the end of the passage I chose for today.  And I’ve been dwelling on it ever since.  Jesus tied “seeking his Kingdom,” which sounds so lofty and spiritual, to two very common-place, tangible “don’ts.” Don’t worry.  Don’t seek money. Period.

And I need to remember that.  How about you?

2 thoughts on “Seeking, Worrying and Money”

  1. Oh, Blanche, me too! Thanks Susan. Kingdom first. Does He not clothe the lilies with splendor? Why would I think that He would hold back His kindness from me? “Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory.” Amen

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